So yeah, I finally decided to get one of these. Thank you Brittany lol. So yeah... Today in a word: crap. My friend got dumped and i had to deal with all of that. I knew in advance hence she forced me to tell her, GR. So she was mostly ready for it and was able to contain herself until she was in private. But right before our 2nd hour, she burst into tears in front of me and the whole world, that's just not her. That was a lovely start to the day, though (NOT).
It got back during 2nd hour, though. Ode to McLaren! lol. Orchestra always cheers me up. Then lunch came around. The girl I've fallen for several times before (and again just recently) is in there with me. We're REALLY good friends as it is and all that, ya know?
EEP [Backround]
I met her friend first at a musical and such. Was a funny meeting since she was pretty much killing a Coke machine for stealing her dollar lol. But yeah, anyways, her friend and I became really good friends, i liked her for a bit, but that passed VERY quickly. Then the first night for the play came around. Her friend (Carrie) brought her (Mallory) to see us play. Wow... Mallory was GORGEOUS. Kind of weird (which in my opinion is just plain awesome). I really started to like her but figured she wouldn't like me...
[Skip forward like 2 weeks]
Carrie, Mallory, their friend Disney, and myself were hanging out at the mall. Mallory and I fell back behind them a bit and just started talking about random stuff. Come to find out, she actually did like me. That following Monday, we got together. We went on a date later that week. That's where i blew it pretty much... I was too nervous and didn't act like myself and such... We broke up a few days later...
[Skip forward a couple months]
Went to see the Indianapolis Symphony. Mallory was going to ask me out that night. Lo and behold, i didn't know. I asked out another girl no more than 5 minutes before she was gonna ask me... Blew it again...
[Skip forward to now]
She's with a really cool guy, who's a friend of mine. She likes him and all of that good stuff but everything about him annoys her... I don't know... me and him are pretty good friends and if they break up then i don't wanna like betray his friendship and ask her back out. I am sooooo confuzzled =/